| Location | Wigan |
| Age | 4 years |
| Date of Birth | 22/04/2003 |
| Date of Death | 18/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 6,071 since 24/10/2007 |
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Me and ryans dad would like to say a huge thankyou to all the people who have left messages and
pictures on ryans site for his birthday it means alot to us that there are people out there has
caring has youxxx
Ryan Stewart Died 18th October 2007 aged 4 years Lived in Platt Bridge wigan, no siblings, Died of
brain tumor
Went to Holy Family R.C School, Platt Bridge . i did not know him personally, just a caring mum of a
child who would have been in Reception class with ryan if he were here today.
god bless sweetie, look over mummy and daddy, they miss you lotsxxx
Your class mates will miss you
~~~~For my mummy~~~~
Jesus came and took me
In the middle of the night
My mummy never said goodbye
I was gone by morning light
She never got to hold me
Or kiss my face goodbye
Jesus never realised
How much my mummy would cry
He took me to a garden
Filled with lots of toys
He said son this is your home now
Its a place for very good boys
My mummy's always crying
I can see her from the sky
I wish for just one second
I could shout mummy its me Hi
I love this little garden
Ive got friends ive never know
A flower grows and never dies
From seeds that Jesus as sewn
Im going to blow mummy kisses
Like she blows them to me
I know mummy knows im there
Its only love that we both see.
Mummy dont be missing me
Im not too far away
Wipe your eyes go to sleep
This bright sunny day.
Copyright© Sharon Wheeler
Well Ryan please will you watch over your dad i know you already will know but he in hospital at the min poorly. Please can you send him some of that feel better magic and lots of hugs he needs them. I wish you was still here with me why this is happening to keep me strong and brave anyway we both love you loads and miss you lots. LOVE YOU ALWAYSXXXXXXXX
Well ryan what can i say sorry not been on for a while but you know why. There isnt a day goes by that we dont think and talk about you we love you loads and miss you lots. Sleep well angel and will it be fun or mischief tomorrow i wonderxxxx
OR MY PRECIOUS CHILD ♥ღ
I'm a mother blessed like no other
You chose me from all others
As I held you in my arms
I promised you protection from all harm
♥ღ
I did my best as I promised I would
Did all the things that a parent should
Little was I prepared that fateful day
When death came calling and took you away
Nothing in all my power could I do
Nothing to stop death from taking you
♥ღ
As parents we never think of losing our child
Taking for granted they're here for all while
I recall my pain as you entered this world
Now I bear the pain as you left our world
A mother's bond to her child is great
Let there be no mistake
♥ღ
I'm proud to have been your mother
So glad you chose me instead of another
My love to you and forever it will be
Until the day we're together we'll be
as Mother and Child should be......♥ღ
♥ ~ YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY ~ ♥
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FROM THE MOMENT YOU WERE BORN
I PRAYED, EVERY SINGLE DAY,
PLEASE GOD, DON'T EVER TAKE MY SON AWAY,
I LOVED THE THOUGHT'S OF ANOTHER DAY
WHEN WE WOULD ALWAYS, LAUGH AND PLAY,
I LOVED THE LIFE THAT YOUR BIRTH BROUGHT,
WE WERE SO CLOSE, YOU AND I
EVERYONE SAID HOW THAT WAS SO PLAIN TO SEE,
WHY WOULD ANYONE TAKE YOU SON,AWAY FROM ME.
I PRAYED, EVERY SINGLE DAY
PLEASE GOD DONT TAKE MY SON FROM ME.
BUT GOD IT SEEMS, WAS'NT LISTENING TO ME.
NOW SON IM LEFT WITH YOUR LOVING MEMORIES,
PRAYING NOW WOULD BE IN VAIN
FOR ONLY YOU CAN ERASE MY PAIN.
SO I DON'T PRAY ANYMORE
FOR MY HEART REMAINS, FAR TO SORE,
BUT SON REMEMBER THIS,
YOUR LOVE WAS SO WARM, SO PURE,
IN MY HEART NOW YOU ARE ALWAYS SAFE,
AND NOTHING COULD EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE,
SO HE CAN'T EVER FULLY TAKE YOU AWAY,
FOR IN MY HEART SON, YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY.
Night darling boy hope you have a good sleep and visit me and dad at dream time. I bet you had a day full off mischief today and laughed lots. I wonder if its another wellie day for you tomorrow. Me and dad miss you loads and love you lots we will never ever forget you. GOODNIGHT LITTLE BRAVE SOLDIERXXXXXXX
Little Ryan and family Iam so sorry I havnt been on but I havnt got internet at the moment so can only get on when Iam at my mums. Just want you to know I havnt forgot u and never will. Thank you for keeping Baileys candles burning bright. All my love Chantal xxx
with love
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Bereaved Parents Wish List
I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back.
I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my sons name. My son lived and is very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also.
If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my son, I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My sons death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my son and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both.
Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever.
I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you, but I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child; my favorite topic of the day
I know that you think of and pray for me often. I also know that my sons death pains you too. I wish you would let me know these things through a phone call, a card or note, or a real big hug.
I wish you wouldn't expect my grief to be over. These first years are traumatic for me, but I wish you could understand that my grief will never be over. I will suffer the death of my son until the day I die.
I am working hard in my recovery, but I wish you could understand that I will never fully recover. I will always miss my son and I will always grieve that he is dead.
I wish you wouldn't expect me 'not to think about it' or 'be happy'. Neither will happen for a very long time, so don't frustrate yourself.
I don't want to have a 'Pity party', but I do wish you would let me grieve. I must hurt before I can heal.
I wish you understood how my life has shattered. I know it is miserable for you to be around me when I'm feeling miserable. Please be as patient with me as I am with you.
When I say, 'I'm doing okay', I wish you could understand that I don't 'feel' okay and that I struggle daily. I wish you knew that all of the grief reactions I'm having are very normal. Depression, anger, hopelessness and overwhelming sadness are all to be expected. So please excuse me when I'm quiet and withdrawn or irritable and cranky.
Your advice to 'take it one day at a time' is excellent advice. However, a day is too much and too fast for me right now. I wish you could understand that I'm doing good to handle an hour at a time.
Please excuse me if I seem rude, certainly not my intent. Sometimes the world around me goes too fast and I need to get off. When I walk away, I wish you would let me find a quiet place to spend time alone.
I wish you understood that grief changes people. When my son died, a big part of me died with him. I am not the same person I was before my son died and I will never be that person again.
I wish very much that you could understand; understand my loss and my grief. But, I pray daily that you will never ' fully ' understand....
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I wanted to say something cause I thought you'd like to know that I think a lot about you and I thought I'd
say hello.The truth is not a day goes by without you on my mind so many things I want to say still the words are hard to find.But I don't think that I need big words to tell you how I feel cause when I say I (MISS YOU) thats exactly how i feel.
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